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Name: Phillip
Location: United States
Gender: Male


Interests: ALEX!! Computers (programming and gaming), Alex, WoW, Alex, Violin, Alex, Singing, Alex, D&D, Alex, Acting, Alex.
Expertise: Computers and Music (and if you ask Alex, LUUUUUUVE!!)
Occupation: Student
Industry: Computers (Software)


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AIM: ArcaneArchr7


Member Since: 3/8/2006

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Sunday, May 07, 2006

The Evoker Returns

Sweetheart, your appologies mean so much to me, thank you. You are the world to me, and I will never leave you.

In the meantime, things have been rough and stressful on this end, to all who are interested. (which largely seems to be Angie, Alexandra, and myself, but hey) Being a senior is no walk in the park. Prepping for college.

What I really need is a wife :-/ I have one in spirit just not in reality yet. But we'll make it. Anyway, details are avaliable to those curious.

I would like everyone to know:

I LOVE ALEXANDRA!!!!


Currently Listening
Love Metal
By H.I.M. (His Infernal Majesty)
Fortress of Tears
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I'm Sorry

I'm sorry for everything I've done wrong these past few weeks... or months, however long it's been.  I'm sorry for all the crap I've put you through.  I'm sorry you've had to put up with/deal with/fix my problems for me.  I'm sorry I haven't been there for you like I should be.  I'm sorry I haven't been the girl you fell in love with... hell, I'm sorry I haven't really been someone you could love at all.

I love you more than anything in the world.  You're my sanity, my sanctuary from the hell that I've been living in for sixteen years (well, seventeen on Thursday).  For so long I prayed to God that I would find someone to love me... I never expected him to answer me tenfold.  You're like a dream come true, a gift from Heaven, a miracle... I don't even know what to call you because you are all of these things and more.  I will never understand what I did to deserve such an amazing person in my life.  And it will never cease to amaze me how perfect you are for me in every way, shape, and form.  I don't know what I'd do without you.  Please, don't ever leave me.  No matter what I do or say, I love you, and that will never change.  To quote the ring you gave me for Christmas, "You're my haven in life and death."  And by God, it's going to stay that way.  Please, keep your promise and stay with me forever.

I love you.

Alexandra
(Happy now?  I'm using my full name)


Tuesday, April 04, 2006

The Return....

So yeah, I'm back from Chicago. It was a great experience and quite fun, usually. I really missed friend, family, and (especially) fiance. Lot's of fun stuff, if anyone wants details they can ask me directly or something. good to be home though. I had my first day of school today. Surprisingly, not much make-up work. Not that that's a BAD thing.

Anyway, I'm back to regular life for a while.

473 days to go.


Sunday, March 26, 2006

Lonliness

So, the past times at school have been alright. Mosaics, Math/Physics, Computers, the works.
Figured I'd give you this to check out:

boolean happiness(boolean seen) {

boolean phillipHappiness;

if(seen = true) {
    phillipHappiness = true;
    return phillipHappiness;}
else {
    phillipHappiness = false;
    return phillipHappiness;} }

int main() {
boolean philHappy = false;
boolean seen = false;
int trueOrFalse = 0;

while(philHappy = false) {
cout << "Has Phillip seen Alex yet? If yes, enter 1. If no, enter 0. "
cin >> trueOrFalse;
while(trueOrFalse > 1) {
    cout << "Invalid number. Please enter 1 for yes or 0 for no. "
    cin >> trueOrFalse;}
if(trueOrFalse == 1) {
    seen = true; }
if(trueOrFalse == 0) {
    seen =false; }
 philHappy = happiness(seen);} }

cout << "YAY!!! ALEX IS BACK!!!" << endl;

system("PAUSE");
return 0; }

If I wrote this properly (which I probably didn't, it was quite haphazard.) this program should spam the question "Has Phillip seen Alex yet?" until it gets an answer of yes at which time it screams in joy.

If you can't tell, I haven't seen Alex in a long while, at this point thanks to her [sarcasam] FANTASTIC [/sarcasam] mother. Nevertheless, I will perservere. Barely. School starts back again tomorrow. [unenthusiastic] woot [/unenthusiastic]


   

   


Saturday, March 11, 2006

Currently Listening
14 Shades of Grey
By Staind
How About You
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....

But... I thought it was created so we could flirt....  Maybe I was wrong.  Oh well.  OMG, Mom's a |\|00|3!  Yes, I said it, I'm a nerd, I know, what are you gonna do about it?

Aaanyway!  I won't bore your site with the gory details, that's what mine is for.  So, I guess there's only one thing left to say....

ALEX <3s PHILLIP!

Now that that's settled.  Tootles!

...the greatest and bestest girlfriend on the entire face of the planet...

(that means alex!)



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